Someone Else Saw The Woman

No one would probably see this but i don't want it anymore...

I've had night terrors since i was a toddler, still do today and I'm 42. Very long story short, i heard voices a lot at night, they escalated to hallucinations.

A woman would stand in my room with a straight horrid smile and chant incoherent stuff non stop. Sometimes she'd jump on me and startle me out of bed, other times she'd claw at and bite my face. Sadly, she looked just like my mother who was the sweetest woman in the world.

Anyway, as i got older, she'd appear in every room i was in, usually in the darkest corner. It was all in my head, i knew that, i lived with it, I'm damaged goods, no one but my parents knew because embarrassment.

Sometimes I'd hear my mother calling me from another room, I'd go there and evil bitch would jump out at me, sometimes i passed out. I got in trouble alot for not answering my mum.

I was visiting my aunt in hospital a couple of weeks ago, she had a friend visiting with her holding her hand. I greeted them and we talked for a while. Evil bitch hallucination was there in the corner, chanting away.

My aunts friend looks directly at it, tells it to shut it's mouth, then chases it out.

What she actually said was "sakre boozik wli kalbeh" or "shut your face you bitch"

She saw my fucking hallucination, told it to shut the fuck up, and chased it away. I was totally dumb struck. My aunt's friend said she saw it as a child too. Described it to a tee. Now I'm not sure if it's really just in my head. Fml

Edit: yes it's very possible I'm bipolar etc, i was on SSRI's and Epilim and i couldn't tell whether the hallucinations were still there and i just didn't care because drugs, or whether the meds were working. I stopped taking them

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#Unexplained/Paranormal #Dreams/Nightmare

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